Pain Series (First Part of 1)

Give me your heartbreaks, your painful pining for unachievable love, your guilt over the patient you’ve killed. Your emotional chaos at having discovered that you will forever be alone and that you can’t take the loneliness because you’re unluckily unschizoid. All your fears that you will get past thirty without achieving anything, all your excruciating realizations that you will go back to work tomorrow and see the exact same people, all your apprehensions that you are the same scared ugly kid you have always been trapped in the superficial adult world—all of them, throw them in my direction, cast them at me like heavy, fucking rocks. Give me all your loathings, your loathing at that fugly girl who snagged your boyfriend, your loathing at that fucking, self-righteous superior, your pure and utter hatred at the fucking administration. All your unrequited love, your spiritual crises, your identity issues, your emotional garbage, your discontent. I will take them all, take them all happily and embrace them, and I will carry them for you and I will be a total, psychological wreck, but I will take them all with much joy and acceptance, much joy and acceptance if you could only take away this fucking cracked toe nail that’s been killing me for days. It’s debilitating, it’s physical, it’s tangible, it’s fucking painful. I have been encumbered by this for many, many days and it’s been making me whinier than ever. Give me all your intangible problems, just take this crap away. Awaaaaaaaaaay!!!!



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  1. Sobrang patawa. Nasan ang part 2? He he he. Sana mala Shake Rattle and Roll ang series na to! he he he

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  2. This is my favorite post so far. No intellectual comment or anything, I just like it.

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  3. haha! love this one willy! my blog as been full of that crap you mentioned this past month. nakakaguilty! but damn! a dead toenail is a lot worse.=)

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  4. Hey Will . . . don't know if we've met. I'm several batches ahead (was senior to Jean). But based on what I've read I'm sure of one thing . . . you'd make a darn interesting batchmate. Never a dull moment. Always with something to say. Bitch-y sometimes. Hehehehehe. Sayang nauna ako.

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  5. John–indeed. Abe–parang wala naman talagang anything intellectual anywhere in this blog har de har har.Ma'am Jean–indeed. masakit talaga, kahit gamot na pula at pinulbos na penicillin hindi gumana.dr. manahan–yup, we know you! i think you were in the clerks committee when we were clerks!

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